I laid in bed this morning thinking about how much my life has changed since I stepped foot in Kerrville. I have met some of the most amazing people I'll probably ever meet. They have made certain things in my life easy as pie and I can't thank them enough for it.
I showed up here in a complacent relationship with someone and secretly craved something more. I wanted to meet someone I could have intelligent conversations with from politics to even religion. But there needed to be more, I craved for someone to make me laugh until tears rolled down my cheeks but I also wanted to make them laugh too. I felt that I had finally met this person.
On to the meat of this entry. As I checked my phone and was secretly wishing there was something from that certain someone I hit my realization moment. Now this epiphany had been boiling for awhile but this morning it truly hit me. All of it was a lie. I'm not one to burn bridges with people because God has put this person in my life for some strange reason and you never know when we might run into each other again. In which a part of me hopes never happens. Where I am going with all this depressing Debbie junk is that I have to keep telling myself "It'll buff out" it may take a day, week, month, or even a year.
If whoever comes across this is having any type of issues in their life from love to financial, remember that in the end it will all buff out.
Chin up buttercups!
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